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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

What did I say? Why do you give a shit?

So yeah, emotions are VERY confusing things.

I used to think that I had my emotions under control, but lately I've felt like I'm losing sight of everything. My mood swings constantly, and when I'm not going from laughing with someone to screaming at them, I'm completely emotionless. Blank. Just going through the motions without feeling anything.

My parents believe that I might be depressed. I'm not too sure if I agree with them or not yet. Apparently I show some of the symptoms but I feel completely fine. However, I can clearly see how I'm beginning to change.

I used to be so much more optimistic, but now I hardly have the enthusiasm to get out of bed in the morning, much less have the energy to keep my friends happy.

Sorry if this post didn't make a damn bit of sense. Honestly, I can't even figure out what's wrong with me but I know something is.

2 comments:

Marisa said...

ILY Wifey. We had a long talk about this. I understand and we figured something out. ILY and you know i'm always here for you. I love you more than life itself and you mean the world to me. I couldn't last without you and will be here to help anytime day or night, and you know it. I know i've said all this and more in our conversation but I had to reply here too my love.

~*Amy*~ said...

CLAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUDDDDIIIII ILYUBERUBERUBERMUCH!!!! You help me out so much, and as I said earlier, I'm always here for you as well. I hope you believe that I really do understand at least SOME of what you're feeling at the moment, so hopefully that helps, at least a bit. And ya know what, to second what Marisa said, you are one of the few people I couldn't last without either. You help me so much, and like I said earlier, I hope I can help you just as much in return.
I think this comment was all thrown confusingly together, but I mean everything of it. *snugs and clings to again* ^_^