Confusion

Today I found out that Mikey's moving to San Fransisco in a month or two, and now I'm all messed up (to put in the most appropriate terms possible). D: Not only am I losing the best boyfriend in the world, but I'm also losing the best friend I've ever had.

A part wants to just rush over to his house and spend every minute I can with him, but another part of me is telling me not to be a clingy girlfriend and to just relax. But how can I relax? This is the friend I've had since first grade; the guy who rejected me six times, but still treated me with the utmost respect and kindness; the guy I've now been dating for almost seven months.

And now he's moving away to the bay area. Sigh. And while a part of me is debating on whether I should go spend the entire day with him or not, another part of me is also debating on whether or not I should break up with him. Mikey's cute and I'm sure he's gonna meet someone special in San Fransisco, but I really don't want to let him go.

Well, I still have a month or two to figure this whole thing out, right? Ugh, I don't know what to do now. D:

Mikey's Family

So today I had to wake up around 7:00am, and spent an entire hour trying to look nice. What was the special occasion? I got to meet Michael's parents...and I had to go to church with them.

Now, I know most of you are probably thinking "oh, what's the big deal?" Well, Mikey's parents are strict Christians, so much that it's scary. Michael even told me that he almost hates them and I've never heard Mikey say that he dislikes someone, let alone hate them. NEVER. So to hear him say that about his own parents scared the living daylights out of me.

But as I learned from a conversation I had with Mikey after church, he has a good reason to dislike him. Apparently, when Jacob first told them that he was gay, they freaking kicked him out of the house and said that they won't let him back in until he 'learns the error of his ways'! D: Mikey and Jacob are like best friends and the closest of brothers - they would murder for each other, without a doubt - so when Jacob got kicked out, that's when Mikey started to hate their parents. But Mikey told me that Jacob's happier now that he lives with his boyfriend's family.

And I know that his parents aren't too fond of me either, but honestly I don't think I'm going to try to impress them anyway. If they could kick out one of their own kids without any qualms, then I don't want to be on their good side.

Sorry for venting, but that really pissed me off. D: Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

My Silly Luv

Gah, sorry for not posting earlier. I got lazy. :P But now I shall make a new post, rambling on and on about my silly boyfriend, Michael.

So, like any other day this past week, Michael came over to my house so we could relax and spend time with each other. (We would've gone to the park or something instead, but it was way too hot outside - 100+ degrees, people.)

Like always, as soon as Mikey walks through the door, my mom rushes over to him and speaks a mile a minute, saying things like: "Are you alright?", "Do you want something to drink?", "It's so hot outside, I don't see how you could walk all the way over here everyday", and then she goes and gets him a cup of lemonade. Then Mikey sits down in one of the computer chairs and spins around like a maniac, all while sipping on his lemonade. It usually takes like three and a half minutes of spinning (yes people, I've actually timed it) before he gets dizzy and stops.

He doesn't really mess around with my mom and bro much, since they're already silly enough as it is. But Mikey LOVES to screw around with my dad - and after my dad tricked him into thinking that he didn't approve of our relationship, that only gave Mikey more motivation to toy with him.

Now, when Mikey screws around people, there's only two ways he'll do it - he'll either follow them all around day until they force him to leave, or he'll use the 'disturbingly nice' method, as he calls it. When it comes to my dad, he uses both.

So today, he followed my dad around the house and kept spewing random compliments like: "Wow, you raised a great family, sir", "I wish I could grow up to be as handsome as you are", "I wish my dad could be more like you", etc. My dad just ignored him and went about his business, and eventually Mikey got bored and went back to hanging out with me and my boringness. :P

But alas, all good things must come to an end. Around 8:00pm, Mike's older brother, Jacob, and his boyfriend, Mitchell, came to take him home. (Yes people, Mike's older brother is gay. And I'll admit it, Jacob's easily the most gorgeous guy I've ever seen - he literally made a straight dude gay).

So now here I am, bored and chillaxing on the interwebz. Oh well, at least I'll get to see Mikey again tomorrow.

.O1. Pointless Rant - Advertisements

Is it just me or do advertisements have nothing to do with the products anymore? Yes, I'm fully aware that Dave Chappelle mentioned that in one of his comedy acts, but I'd never really noticed that he was right until now.

For instance, while I was on my field trip today, the bus driver turned on the radio and a love song started playing. It was a sweet song with meaningful lyrics that were sung in a melodic voice. But then suddenly the song stops and all of the sudden I hear the name of a restaurant, along with it's slogan: "...always serving fresh chicken."

Now how is a love song related to chicken? There's no connection at all. None. As a realize now, there are a lot of advertisements that aren't related to their product, so many that I can't even begin to list them all. . .

Welcome to my blog. (:

Welcome to my blog, everyone! As you might of guessed, my name's Mariah and I'm an overly energetic girl who has too much time on her hands. Sure, I can be a total pain in the ass sometimes, but overall I'd say that I'm easy to get along with. My hobbies include reading, writing, drawing, anime and manga, and of course, role playing (and I'm talking about text-based roleplays, not like Maplestory or World of Warcraft role plays).

I'll mostly use this blog to post some of my short stories or to rant about various, unimportant things. I love writing and I don't agitate easily, so it'll probably end up being used more for short stories than anything else. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.

Hmm, what else? What else? Oh yes, I should probably explain why I have "M.N.M" at the end of my posts. It's there for two reasons. The first being it's my initials (including my middle name) and the second reason is because I love M&M's. (: Yum, yum, yum.