I'll wear your skin as a suit, your friends will like you more than they used to

Yes, this is another rant. I apparently get irritated a lot more than I imagined, and that's freaking huge since I'm well aware of how I can't go a single day without getting pissed at some point, regardless of whether it's because of something huge or something as insignificant as an annoying classmate.

So in honor of my annoyance, I decided to write down exactly what things piss me off and what kind of thoughts I have when these things happen. Who knows? Maybe it'll help me vent all this pent up anger.

Note: I am not calling anyone out on their flaws by making this blog. I'm just stating what ticks me off. Also, this list of irks is in no particular order.


1) When I tell someone I'm busy, yet they continue talking to me anyway. Seriously, what the fuck? How inconsiderate can you get? Now most of the time when I'm busy, I TRY to multitask so I can help others out at the same time, but when I'm doing something important and someone tries to tell me about stupid, insignificant shit that I really don't need to know about right away, THAT is annoying.

2) Annoying classmates. Sit down and shut the hell up. Simple as that.

3) When my friends ditch me to hang out with their boyfriend/girlfriend. People, don't give your life up for a loved one. No matter if you think they're "the one", if it doesn't last and you've already pushed all your friends away because you wanted to hang out with your luffie, you're screwed.

4) People who whine about every little thing that goes wrong in their life, especially when they're spoiled.

5) When teachers get mad at me for laughing. I don't cause a lot of trouble in class, why the hell would you worry about me of all people?

6) People who are self-centered, especially when they don't even realize it. People, if you go back and see that a lot of things you say have the words "I" or "me" in it, you're self-centered. When you try to help someone else out with their problems, and then relate it to yourself in someway or completely turn the venting table around so that the other person has to listen to you, you're fucking self-centered. Really, how hard is it to devote your entire attention to someone and just listen to what someone has to say?

7) When people ask to see my phone or iPod, and then get mad when I say no. One: If I say no, chances are I have a damned good reason for it. Two: I'm not obligated to share, stop being a bitch about it.

8) When people say something rude and then say they were just joking. Wtf? Would you like it if I yelled at you for no reason, then said "just kidding"? It's not funny at all. Just stop.

9) When I get asked about my love life, especially when I don't even like the person asking the question. It's none of your business, and gossip is pointless, people.

10) When people talk shit behind other people's backs. How rude is that? If you got something to say, just fucking say it or shrug it off and move on. Rumors are useless and cause more harm then good. Knock it off. We're not in elementary school anymore, kiddies.


And hm, I think that's all I have for now. I may or may not come back and edit this post as more irks come to mind.

I came down here to tell you, it rains in heaven all day long~ ♥

I adore everything about you

Like your smile
Or your wit
Very cute laugh, I can't get enough of it
Every moment with you is worth while

Your charm is impossible to ignore,
obviously. Who wouldn't love you?
Undeniably, you had me at hello.

What did I say? Why do you give a shit?

So yeah, emotions are VERY confusing things.

I used to think that I had my emotions under control, but lately I've felt like I'm losing sight of everything. My mood swings constantly, and when I'm not going from laughing with someone to screaming at them, I'm completely emotionless. Blank. Just going through the motions without feeling anything.

My parents believe that I might be depressed. I'm not too sure if I agree with them or not yet. Apparently I show some of the symptoms but I feel completely fine. However, I can clearly see how I'm beginning to change.

I used to be so much more optimistic, but now I hardly have the enthusiasm to get out of bed in the morning, much less have the energy to keep my friends happy.

Sorry if this post didn't make a damn bit of sense. Honestly, I can't even figure out what's wrong with me but I know something is.