Confusion

Today I found out that Mikey's moving to San Fransisco in a month or two, and now I'm all messed up (to put in the most appropriate terms possible). D: Not only am I losing the best boyfriend in the world, but I'm also losing the best friend I've ever had.

A part wants to just rush over to his house and spend every minute I can with him, but another part of me is telling me not to be a clingy girlfriend and to just relax. But how can I relax? This is the friend I've had since first grade; the guy who rejected me six times, but still treated me with the utmost respect and kindness; the guy I've now been dating for almost seven months.

And now he's moving away to the bay area. Sigh. And while a part of me is debating on whether I should go spend the entire day with him or not, another part of me is also debating on whether or not I should break up with him. Mikey's cute and I'm sure he's gonna meet someone special in San Fransisco, but I really don't want to let him go.

Well, I still have a month or two to figure this whole thing out, right? Ugh, I don't know what to do now. D: